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Describing the current state of play would take way too long, but I should recall the results of yesterday’s visit to Dr T my psychiatrist.

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Life as a medicated crazy person was a bit grim the last time I posted here, so I thought an update was in order.

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It's been a while since I've done a medical update post, and it looks like I need to do one right now. Now being 2:30am *sigh*. This won't be very coherent, for reasons that will probably become apparent if I just keep typing.

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I have been remiss in reporting progress on Cymbalta, but things have certainly been happening. I'll try and record as much of that as possible, and maybe write about my trip to the Big Bad City today. (Apologies for the lack of linear coherence in this post - I'm not feeling quite *that* well yet.)

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Had an off-schedule^ visit to the shrink Dr T today, because Things have been Bad.

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I'd like to talk about sleep. Those who can, do. Those who can't, blog.

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I had a dream last night that was the best possible dream ever. No, there were no unicorns or dolphins or gaffer tape; just a blissful moment of freedom.

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[Dedicated in part to [livejournal.com profile] hipikat - is this sufficiently over 140 characters for your liking?]

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I ordered something very important on June 20 and it has not yet arrived. Today marks 17 business days elapsed since processing confirmation, which normally you'd expect to fall within the 4-6 business days suggested by the site as an appropriate delivery window. Maybe not, my maths is not really on fire today.

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The depression has been a bit kinder this last week, but as the universe has to remain in balance something else had to go.

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My mattress is trying to kill me. I've suspected it for some time now, but having made the decision to do something about it I must have aroused its suspicions and now it's engaging in all-out war.

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Damn

Apr. 14th, 2012 11:22 pm
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Neuralgia is flaring up pretty suddenly and intensely tonight, but hardly out of the blue since I've been feeling so virusy and generally unable to cope the last few days. So I expect another no-fun zombie week is on the cards. Either that or screaming. Or I try to stay drunk for a week. Hmmm. I apologise in advance for my behaviour, and if you follow me on Twitter and/or FB, I apologise for all that too.
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Today I went to the shrink for my usual 6 monthly review. I go more often if I feel it will be helpful. Once I didn't go for about 8 years. That was stupid. Although it's been a Rough(tm) six months I never really felt that an extra visit would be to my advantage.

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Really starting to feel the rollercoaster side effects of using amitriptyline as pain relief. Yesterday got hit by depression (as anticipated - I was actually pleased it held off as long as it did) and then had a sleepless night last night/this morning with gradually increasing all-over jitters. Pain isn't a problem though so I hope to work out those jitters with a bit of a walk, always assuming I survive the strenuous business of showering and dressing. But by way of compensation I was rewarded with another gorgeous sunrise. Didn't catch this one early, but still got the business end and some very nice shots of both colour and form. And powerlines. I might start giving them names.

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I should have done this yesterday, but in the tradition of Interesting Medical Conditions I was in no condition yesterday to report on my Interesting Medical Condition. So this is a bit of a catchup.

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For those who came in late, in 2005/2006 (I think - I'm a bit vague about dates) I had shingles in one of the major nerves down my right leg. Unfortunately it was diagnosed late and treated improperly for a few days so it ended up being a bad case that left me with especially stubborn chronic illness and posthepetic neuralgia. But while I get pain in all sorts of places from the fibromyalgia (which I've had for much longer) fortunately the neuralgia is mostly dormant.

Mostly.

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B12 FAIL

Mar. 18th, 2012 03:58 am
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About 4 months ago I had my first B12 shot in ages. I'm supposed to have them every three months (about the only concrete advice I've ever been given by the medical profession) but I had to stop because I was having such bad reactions.

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Things happened today. It was a better day than yesterday. Pain still pretty bad, but somewhere in the afternoon I suddenly felt more hopeful about life, which helps me to cope with the pain, so it's the best order of events.

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Sorry to do another depressing woe-is-me post, but you don't need to read on. This is for my benefit mostly, although as always, I like to share the fun so other similarly-afflicted people know they're not crazy. Well, know that they're not the only ones who are crazy in that particular manner.

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So, ouch

Feb. 27th, 2012 09:56 pm
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Have had a very bad run with pain of late especially in my arms so this will be short, but I wanted to get something down on record.

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There are times--fortunately in the majority--when I believe that I have a handle on my depression. Today was not one of those times.

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