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Today I got that warm fuzzy feeling of well-timed and justified maintenance. I also got that sinking feeling of maintenance deferred perhaps a little too long.

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I've been living too much in the last couple of days to blog about it properly. Read more... )
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Had a productive 3 hour session at work today, writing about customising e-mail notification templates. It's a dirty job, but someone has to do it. The legs are sore and still twitching a bit at night but not so violently as before. Am sleepy now.

Booked tax appointment for Friday.
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It's been a busy week. Yesterday I turned 40, and discovered a whole new world. I'm a believer in rites of passage, and I feel I have come through the other side as someone not different than before, but someone full of new possibilities.

Today was the second anniversary of the loss of my brother Dave. It also felt like a rite of passage of sorts. Husband took me to the beach so I could have a quite moment of reflection. The beach was a special place to Dave. Maybe he felt he was part seagull; he certainly liked to steal other people's chips :-)

I write to you my friends as I wrote to my family:

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In theory and by tradition I have all sorts of reasons to be feeling stressed right now. I'm happy to report, however, that I'm not feeling stressed at all. There's just one small problem.

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It's occurred to me that posting random bits of The Book without explanatory notes may confuse the casual visitor. My own sense of reality is certainly under a bit of strain.

Indirect thanks to [livejournal.com profile] girliejones for reminding me of the fertile ground that is the passive-aggressive note in the office kitchenette. For example:

Please clean up after each of your kills. If we all do it after every disembowelling it doesn't become a big issue for one person to clean up every week.

I'm sure I've seen that somewhere on the terrace.
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Society expects a lot of one; that's pretty much the whole point of society. In the case of my society this includes the expectation that the idea of reaching the age of 40 is to be greeted with horror (particularly by females). One must have a to-do list for each milestone. Everyone is expected to reach 40 or 50, with 60 being not unreasonable, 70 quite likely, and 80 a reasonable achievement.

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Banana
Microsoft
Dust
Leather
Manure
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Today I was pondering the mechanics of attraction*. I can blame Stephen Baxter's book Evolution for part of that, because it's been making me think about mate selection. And then last night I saw the lamborghini.

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I dragged myself into work today more out of stubbornness and cabin fever than anything else, but then I got myself to the stables for some much-missed equine communion.

A little about work, but mostly the horses. Warning: it gets a bit slashy towards the end. )
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It's been a dot point kind of day, so I'll make less of an effort than usual at grammar. Sometimes I feel obliged; tonight, not so much.

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A couple of days ago I tried to buy a copy of Cake Wrecks the book. It was late, I was lonely, the Internet beckoned... Actually I was inspired to buy it as a birthday present for one of my sisters (none of whom read this blog so we're pretty safe there). She's a mother and has seen her fair share of cakes.

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I've started thinking about Life After Swancon, beginning with the list of tasks I have recently deferred. This does not include anything from the previous to-do list, it's just the stuff that made me throw up my hands and declare "Later! (AS)"

Probably not very exciting, for-my-own-reference stuff )
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All sorts of things happened today, but for this post I'll concentrate on The Catmobile's breakdown which was, all things considered, one of the best breakdowns one is likely to have. I'm pretty good at doing the bright side thing, but really, this just made it easy. What's the opposite of Murphy's Law?

So, short version: I had a flat battery, but it went OK.

The long version )
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Today--being the day after yesterday--I unsurprisingly had to slow down. So I didn't get up early and squeeze in a few hours at work before taking Husband to the physio.

But I did get a few things done )
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I went to work 5 days in a row this week. Granted for an average of 2-3 hours a day, but I'm working on stamina rather than sprints right now and this is an exciting development. Actually, right now I'm working on not collapsing. My body is telling me I must cease all activity *at once*, which is a shame, because I am damned keen to get to [livejournal.com profile] strangedave's birthday celebrations tomorrow, and I'm pretty keen to get to some of Genghiscon too.

But it's been an undeniably big week )
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I've been reading friends' renderings of this meme with interest, but avoided doing it myself mainly because my memory is just not organised for this kind of annual reporting. I'm prone to overlook really big ticket items which could prove embarrassing. The obvious solution of reading 12 months of my own blog as research is too hideous to contemplate, so in lieu of research I thought I'd just give it a go.

That was 2009 )
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In 2010 I would like the following to occur (some of which are carried over from last year, but that's no crime):

It's a plan )
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I think we're close enough to the end of 2009 to review how the Things To Do list went.

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Thoughts

Sep. 23rd, 2009 10:33 pm
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I have fought the good fight for long enough and must now accept that it might be a fight I cannot win. I do not concede defeat; I concede only the possibility of defeat. And with that thought I rob my defeat of its terror and power over me, and it becomes but an alternative. I have stopped fighting, for now I cannot lose.

I can exist and be loved even if I am not clever.

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